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[09 Sep 2006|02:46pm] |
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well for one day anyway.
i'm sure i'll forget to bother to update from now on as well as in the past. but hey, shit happens.
let's see....
my new apartment is wonderful. we just resigned our lease for another 6 months. bills suck. but money is good enough to not worry so much. no school yet. UCA is a bitch and won't give me my transcripts. anyone have $4,000 i can borrow? yeah, didn't think so. me either. oh well. such is life.
beaver the rabbit dog is doing well. bill the fat hamster seems ill, but perhaps he's just been tired lately. we'll see. i want a dog. mucho a lotto. sean says next year. i say now. we'll see who wins i suppose.
lori beth got married. craziness. pure craziness. i foresee j as being the next to go. that's my prediction.
sean got a job at state farm. that's neat. he starts monday.
just spent a shit ton on new work stuff. we're switching to new, "more professional" uniforms and they're being very strict on such matters. damn f*ing stupid mofos. ::sigh:: i think i hate that place.
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| lucky number sleven |
[17 Apr 2006|12:57am] |
whatdya know...that's MY lucky number too josh hartnett!
cept he was not so lucky in the movie.
but daaaamn was he fine.
and half naked for the first hour.
::sigh::
loved it.
worked at monicals today.
for 1.7 hours.
no joke.
we finished our "pre-opening" stuff and went home.
basically b/c there was a horrible storm and tammy was afraid that we'd end up flooded.
it was a close call really.
we were in the basement for about half of those 1.7 hours actually.
tornadoes, hail, rain, flooding creeks, you know how it goes.
and damn did i look sexy in my little uniform with the easter bunny ears and tail on.
it was hot.
you're jealous.
two weeks from today i'll be moving into my new apartment.
so excited.
i was just telling phil today that i get bored easily and this apartment is like my new adventure to escape my boredom at the old place.
you have to admit it's boring sometimes.
at least when you're only there a few nights a week.
hey...do you really blame me?
i'm pretty fed up with cleaning the place and it ending up trashed two days later.
i'm just sayin'.
it happens and that's fine.
cuz i'm gone in two weeks.
beow chica beow weow
i feel fat.
yuck.
my new fitness center will actually get a work out from me i do believe.
easy to say now.
but true nonetheless.
love you homies.
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| what's this?!? |
[09 Apr 2006|07:10pm] |
i'm alive.
yep. no joke.
working shit tons.
got an apartment. it's gorgeous. can't wait to move in.
literally...can't wait.
ready to get out of this old place now. thanks.
so many great memories but so many more to come.
i'm so ready for that next step in the relationship.
it's a wonderful thing ya know.
funnest thing ever: got a vaccuum today. it's great. i named it victor.
saw lori and dana for a bit.
literally a bit.
but it was a bit enough to make me smile inside.
can't wait til i can actually hang out again.
fun times are always in store.
this apartment is nasty.
both mine and his.
yuck.
::sigh::
gotta work at 9 AGAIN.
i think i'm the every day busser.
pretty sure that's my new job title.
at least i do it making shit tons more than i used to.
and that makes every minute worth it.
plus i love my usual morning people.
without the normal routine i think i'd freak.
taxes are due.
still haven't done them.
oops.
time to call clint.
MUAH!
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[16 Jan 2006|02:25am] |
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snap
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lalalala
::bounce bounce bounce::
do wop sha bop
woo hoo
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jump shake your booty
jump jump
shake your booty
::kick turn stomp stomp::
check yes or no
you make me wanna...
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| home again |
[11 Jan 2006|06:02pm] |
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well i'm totally not going into details of my wonderful stay in illinois. i hate that state, but i love the people. so i'll just simply put my overall experience of being home as amazing and a nice slap in the face.
beaver is so funny. damn i missed my animals. sad, perhaps. but hey i love them so it's all good.
sean started his job. yay him. he told me it's time for him to be a big kid now. that means i have to be big and do really well in school so i can move back a lot quicker.
we looked at some apartments for next year. if everything works out it will for real be the most wonderful thing ever. i can't wait to see how it turns out. i love life changes. especially the ones that really matter.
so tired. partly from lack of sleep, partly from jet lag. you wouldn't think an hour plane ride would do that to ya, but it sure as hell does. but i did make another friend. go figure. he's cool.
anywho, much on my mind and tons to get done. so i'm outtie for now! XOXO
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| if tomorrow never comes... |
[26 Dec 2005|01:59pm] |
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i come home TOMORROW!!! tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow. can't wait. so excited. and ecstatic. lalalalala.
today consists of laundry, packing, and cleaning what little bit i have left to clean in my room. maybe i'll clean beaver again too. just for the heck of it. and maybe i'll actually sleep tonight. hahahahaha so doubtful.
tomorrow will be long. maybe not. usually plane rides go by pretty fastly i suppose. two and a half hours to cincinnatti. and then a half hour to STL.
woot woot!!!! I LOVE PLANES!!! AND COMING HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tomorrow will be spent with the overlots. if all the peeps go out for jca's bday then we might join. depends on when we get home and what's going on i suppose. i don't know. i'm not making the rules.
i was just talking to sean. do you know that i haven't seen him for longer than a two day span since august when i moved here?!?!?!?? wow that's totally insane. this week and a half is going to be so wonderful that i won't want to buy my one way ticket back home to arkansas. i'll want to stay forever in illinois!!! and i'll cry. lots.
but none of that for now!!! time to get busy some more and go have some hella fun times at home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!! :D
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| HO HO HO |
[24 Dec 2005|04:10pm] |
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Merry Christmas Eve!!! :D i love y'all soooo much and i'll see you real soon!!! have a wonderful Christmas with your families!!!! XOXOXO
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| 2005 (stolen from ash! :D) |
[23 Dec 2005|04:18am] |
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~January~
1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year? for 05? i dont think i did.
2.Who kissed you at midnight? hm well i believe it was my friends like dana and holly or something on the cheek or whatnot b/c my boyfriend at the time was getting high in my parking lot...i have yet to get a new years kiss
3. Does it snow where you live? in illinois yes but right now i'm in arkansas and if it EVER snows its like an inch unless it's crazy weather.
4.Do you like hot chocolate? yes with marshmellows
5. Have you ever been to times square to watch the ball drop? nope but i always wanted to
~February~
1. Who was your valentine in 2005? no one. i guess josh but i dont count him b/c he didn't do anything for me. i hate vday.
2. What did your valentine get you? again, nothing.
3. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class? OH YEA!!! i always gave the special ones to the cute boys. imagine that. haha.
~March~
1. Are you Irish? i have parts in me somewhere.
2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day? usually. i think last year i didn't just to yell at people who pinched me. haha. i'm evil.
3.What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2005? i really don't remember. maybe worked?
~April~
1. Do you like the rain? i didn't used to but i've become accustomed to it lately. as long as it's a soft rain.
2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year? not that i recall. but i'm always on my toes that day cuz i'm very gullible.
3. Do you get tons of candy on easter? nah. but me and dana and seth did find money in the yard. haha.
~May~
1. What's your favorite kind of flower? red roses. i'm not boring, i just love the smell and the color.
2. Do you like the spring? love it.
3. Finish the phrase: April showers bring May flowers, what do May flowers bring... bees and bee stings on your toes. ouch.
4. What would you think of as a spring color? light yellow.
~June~
1. What year did you graduate from school? high school 2002, college next year sometime.
2. Did you go on a Vacation? i haven't been on vaca since the DC trip our senior year in high school.
After graduation? i worked in the summer, then went to RCC then transfered to ISU. after college graduation i'll hopefully get married and go to school for my masters and such.
~July~
1. What did you do on the 4th of July? ummm...oh yeah i totally remember!!! it was amazingly fun. me and the boys played with fireworks at their apartment and caught each other almost on fire. i mostly stuck to my snakes but you know. it was so fun. and we drank. and it was great.
2. Do you go on any vacations during this month? again, this girl don't know what a vacation is anymore.
~August~
1. Did you do anything special to end your summer? besides breaking a boy's heart and getting back together with sean, no. wait i guess i should say yes. cuz well, i did quit monicals. and i did have to tell all my friends goodbye. and i did pack up all my stuff from the apartment. and i did move five hundred miles away to go to a different college. go me!
2. What was your favorite summer memory of '05? honestly, i'd have to say the moment i got out of my car at sean's apartment the day i broke up with kory b/c to know that everything would be okay finally was an unbelievable feeling that i can't even describe. and plus i missed sean's arms.
3. Do you go swimming a lot in the summer? not at all. although me and kevin were going to jump into the pool once late at night. but we didnt.
4. Do you go to the beach a lot? no beach.
~September~
1. Did you attend school/college in '05? yep. first half was a disaster improved at isu. second half was a wonderful adventure at uca. i love it here.
2. Who is/was your favorite teacher? in college...? umm Dr. Sobel. he was my psych teacher here and i'll have him again next semester. he's freakin' awesome.
3. Do you like fall better than summer? uhh i'm not sure. i like both a lot for different reasons.
~October~
1. What was your favorite Halloween costume ever? hmm our teletubby costumes in high school were pretty sweet. and i always loved to be supergirl when i was little.
2. What is your favorite candy? i love it all. skittles. or just about any kind of chocolate.
3. What did you dress up like this year? an angel (thanks to dana for saving me by passing on her costume!!!). haha and jca was a devil. how ironic. haha.
~November~
1. Whose house do you usually go to for Thanksgiving? i'm used to many places. in my family we used to do thanksgiving at our house. but this year we went to nikki's. i've gone to dana's gma's a couple years. and i'm totally used to the overlots. i love momma cindy and her huge holiday parties. haha.
2. Do you like stuffing? mmm good.
3. What are you thankful for? everything in my life!!! for getting a second chance (in many places in my life), for my family, my friends, and my boyfriend, and my animals. for lots and lots of things!
~December~
1. Do you celebrate Christmas? yeah it's my favorite holiday EVER
2. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe? yes once. dana and lori made me and sean kiss our first year together. haha that was so funny. and embarrassing. but it was funny mostly.
3. What do you want this year for Christmas? i really just want to be at home with sean on christmas. ::sigh:: but it won't happen.
4. Whats the best present you ever got for Christmas? hmmm...i really can't think of my favorite present ever...
5. Do you like cold weather? umm i LOVE SNOW!!!!!! cold weather...eh i don't like being cold but i like having an excuse to have to cuddle up to people to get warm.
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| go me! |
[20 Dec 2005|06:07pm] |
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just checked my grades online.
here's the finale of my first semester at UCA:
Physiological Psychology - B
Astronomy - B
World Religions - B
Algebra & Triginometry - A
so all in all i will have to say that all that studying and such really did pay off. thank goodness. i was about to have a cornea waiting to see what my GPA was.
which by the way ended up being a 3.333.
much improved since the fall semester of last year at ISU. which was a 0.025.
:D i told you i'd work hard to fix things. now i have one more semester to kick into high gear. my goal next is to beat a 3.5.
it's good to have goals. i love having a B average again. yay UCA!!! :D
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| i wanted to say something |
[17 Dec 2005|12:19am] |
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DANA IS OFFICIALLY COMING TODAY!!! ::does happy dance::
when i wake up i have to clean beaver and put away some clothes and get dressed and then i can leave to go to the airport to get my darling pooks.
i have missed her so damn much and the fact that today is actually here already is unbelievably exciting. i can't even begin to explain.
all i know is that i've needed a break for awhile now and i'm so happy that i get to start it with her. she makes me giggly and such. cuz i love her TONS. but who doesn't man.
okay that's all for now. i'll let y'all know how much trouble we manage to get into while she's in the dirtay south. :) you know us...hehehe.
ps i DO NOT have a southern twang!!! (MOSS!!!!!!)
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| rudolph!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!! |
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| You Are Rudolph | 
Sweet and shy, you tend to be happiest when you're making someone else happy.
Why You're Naughty: You sometimes stick that nose where it doesn't belong
Why You're Nice: Christmas would be a sad affair without you! |
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| december is the best month EVER! |
[13 Dec 2005|04:36pm] |
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okay so my birthday was wonderful. thank y'all so much for the happy birthday wishes. :) i love you guys!!! 22 is treatin' me good so far...just been takin' finals and studyin' and such.
fun news...in case y'all didn't know yet, ashley woodcock is engaged!!! i am so unbelievably freakin' excited for her. you have no idea. totally happy. and on my birthday it happened. what's a better present than that??? come on!
and in exactly four days miss dana sue will be sitting right here beside me. well not exactly b/c we won't be sitting here we'll be out galavantin' around. did i spell that crazy word right??? anyway we're gonna have so much fun! even if there's nothing to do haha. i love her tons and i can't wait to have company!!!
AND more good news. two weeks from today i will be illinois. yay!!! i think i'll be there til the 7th, but not positive yet. i hope that i get to see everyone!!! i miss you guys so incredibly much!!! :D
and plus christmas is coming up too. that's always a good time. although i have no moneys to buy presents so i apologize for the no presents during this year. when i get old and rich then i'll buy each one of you a puppy. or whatever else you may want. but for now just know that i love you even though i can't send you a present.
GOOD LUCK ON FINALS EVERYONE!!! I LOVE Y'ALL!!! :D
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| 22 what WHAT |
[11 Dec 2005|01:37am] |
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it's my birthday! and i'll party if i want to...party if i want to!
woot woot!!! i'm getting old. ;)
glad i can be the first of the group to partake in the old ladyness. i'll tell ya girls how it is! hehe.
that's all. just wanted to celebrate for my bday! :D I LOVE YOU!!!
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| strike a pose! |
[07 Dec 2005|08:40pm] |
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i want to be a model.
i want to be america's next top model.
and if i don't get that title, i want to make it in the modeling industry.
i've got spunk, i've got charisma...
i've got personality.
and i wouldn't be afraid to let it shine through in pictures.
i thought this season was the last for ANTM.
but i was wrong.
i just learned that they're taking applications for season 6.
deadlines are april 1st, 2006.
the show would be filmed in june - august of 06.
right after i graduate.
how perfect.
could i do it?
would i make it?
could i prove to the judges throughout every single interview at all the open calls and casting calls that i could be america's next top model?
sean doesn't like modeling.
i don't want to do it if he doesn't like it.
he says don't let that stop me from going after my dreams.
he says not to listen to his opinion and do it if i want.
i want to.
but i don't think i can.
i don't think i have all the confidence i need in myself to go through with it.
i'm too scared of walking in there and becoming a failure once again.
i'm too worried that by that one rejection i'd totally lose my dream.
i kinda like having that thought in my head that i could do it and i could be a wonderful model.
i really like it.
it's a sense of security.
is it worth it?
would i make it happen?
::sigh::
i can't help but think that the fact that they are now doing another season is a sign that i should go for it.
that God is telling me "hey, you wanted it, here's your chance".
but what to do...
do i have the courage?
or will i crawl into the corner and hide like i usually do when it comes to standing up for what i want?
what's a girl to do...
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| dear santa... |
[06 Dec 2005|03:55pm] |
 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
In February ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8) lucidstar and I robbed a bank (-50 points). Last Monday I helped attipip33 see the light (8 points). In May on a flight to Colorado Springs, I stole the emergency flight information card (-40 points). Last Saturday I pulled over and changed cymerinredbird's flat tire (15 points). In August I put money in lyzrd29's expired parking meter (14 points).
Overall, I've been naughty (-53 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking!
Sincerely,
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| thought i should update |
[02 Dec 2005|01:05pm] |
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okay so what's been goin' on? well...finals are in a couple weeks. that's always a good time. for once in a long long time i'm feelin' rather comfortable with my position in my classes right before finals. so that means no freakin' out. well not yet anyways. we'll see how the next week or so goes.
i'm coming home on december 27th. i'll be there for a week or so. got my ticket last night actually. but it's only a one way cuz they're cheaper and well we figured we'd just get the other way later ya know. but i'm excited. kevin's got a countdown goin' on. he's cute.
my birthday is like nine days away. craziness. 22...woot woot! yeah, it's kinda weird b/c i'm usual the one all excited over my bday like ninety days before it's here. but well this year i really don't care so much. could be b/c i know i'll be at home studying for finals. or it could be b/c its 22 and that's not so much exciting. or it could be b/c i don't have all my loves here to celebrate with me. but either way, i'm not that thrilled. but it's a birthday so ya know...it'll be good i suppose.
dana sue is coming the day after finals. can't wait. not really sure what we're going to do around this little town but i'm sure that between me and her we'll find something. we always do. we're a good time.
anywho, that's my life right now. just finishin' stuff for school and getting ready for christmas. really i'm just waiting out the next 26 days until i get to get on that plane and fly to cincinnatti and then to st. louis. yes, i have no idea why we fly to cincinnatti first, but we do. neat huh?
anyway, much love y'all!!! see you real soon :)
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funny. i don't have to be up til noon. so why am i sitting here in front of this stupid computer at five? let me tell you why.
b/c i have a rabbit. you see, this rabbit is a dumbass and for some odd reason he's thought all week that it'd be cool to wake me up at five in the morning. once in awhile i can handle it. but EVERY FUCKING DAY rabbit?!?!? no...that i cannot handle. not at all. i'm pissed. and very very frustrated. the one day that all my stuff is finally over with and everything is done and i can just sleep and not worry about anything my rabbit still decides that its time to awake. FUCK THAT SHIT!
mom's going to work soon. maybe i'll just go sleep in her room. funny thing though...once i'm up then he lays down and goes to sleep. WTF?!?
and my nose is stuffy :(
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| weekends rock my world |
[13 Nov 2005|09:38pm] |
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okay so i'll save you the trouble of the many details of my weekend. besides, grant pretty much already covered everything.
but this weekend was so wonderful. i love visitors, especially when they're two of my most favoritist people ever! grantos and hols were so much fun. even when we're bored, we somehow manage to have fun. that's just how we roll.
piercings, movies, food, alcohol, chicken little, north little rock bitches, the mall, the fountain, garden state, camping out, TGIfridays, hairy waiters, cavewomen, TONS of pictures, oh man i think i could go on forever!
"it's war of the worlds out there!" "bizarre!" ~both from chicken little
"i love this movie...it's so deep..." ~drunk grant in regards to garden state
"it's probably b/c you're at a different amplitude then you're used to" ~me meaning altitude in regards to something holly said
i have no more garbage can :( haha oh well...who needs garbage cans?!? NOT ME! :D
I love you guys! can't wait for another visit from more friends! so much fun!!! :D who's next??? i think it'd be miss dana! yay! ;)
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| yay visitors! |
[10 Nov 2005|10:13pm] |
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grantos and hols are on their way here RIGHT NOW! they will totally be here within the next hour or two. i can't wait! i'm so tired for the day, but i know that once they're here i'll be ok. this weekend will be so wonderful. the sad thing is i totally have three tests next week so i have to spend part of the time they're here studying. boo school. but i'll make sure to make up that time by drinking later. according to grant...it'll be a weekend of drunkedness!
my boyfriend turns 24 on sunday. that's so crazy. anyone feel old now? cuz it certainly makes me feel way old. i told him i'm gonna have to buy him a cane soon. and some viagra. and some rogaine. 24...that's just sooo weird. when i was little and i pictured myself at 24, i always thought i'd already be married and be ready to have a kid by then. and now that's just insanely weird.
much love peeps!
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| your mom goes to college |
[07 Nov 2005|10:46pm] |
college is not cool. it makes you study and read and do homework and sleep less and be tired and grouchy and lots of other things. but you do meet lots of cool people. and you do further your educational studies which makes you smarter. that's always a plus, right?
i bet you didn't know the cycles of your sleep pattern or what certain drugs inhibit and excite your REM cycle, did ya? well that's what school has taught me. so take that beotches! hahahaha
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